I forgot how great I was at attention to detail when planning things.

I’m actually quite proud of myself

I think this is the first thing I’m really doing for myself. My mother straight out said no to it, but I know I’m doing the right thing for myself. if I let it go any further I’ll end up in jail, or lose my fiancee, possibly OD, and I could .seriously fuck up my future kids. If I were to become pregnant, I don’t think I’d be able to quit the pills and booze for the duration of the pregnancy. 

ironically, my first real rebellion as a legal adult involves getting myself help. ha

cattabis:

chillin in my yankees sweater :3

I swear, my sister is the most gorgeous person alive. I’m incredibly jealous that she got the good genes.

I wish I had something fandom-y to take with me :[

kawaiipeculier:

everyone on this website has all these super informed opinions theyre really passionate about and im just over here like

so, tomorrow I leave for rehab in florida

if anyone notices I’m gone, I haven’t dropped off the face of the earth. I should be there for about a month and I’m really hoping that I come out clean. it’s also my first time flying alone, so yeah. wish me luck.

my mom is deadset against it; I made all the arrangements myself. I got to know the help desk woman pretty well haha. I know she’ll warm up to it though.

I’m there to treat my alcohol and pill issues. I drink whatever I can get my hands on (vanilla extract, listerine, cooking wine, almost anything with alcohol in it)  and I’ve been stealing the same medications from my family (klonopin, xanax, benzos, some painkillers) for at least five years now. My benzo tolerance is through the roof. I can take 8mg of klonopin and barely feel high, plus I always try to mix the two. I’ve just lost control at this point and I’m way past any sort of AA/NA meetings or individual counseling.

also, the normal charge for the facility is ~$16,000 but my insurance is paying for just under $15,000 of it \m/

I missed wearing jeans

Cut the sides of my hair again

I’m supposed to be eating healthy.
It’s 5:30 am and I just finished an apple muffin

What is this fucking campaign with senators’ faces side-by-side with the sandy point kids?
Sandy point has absolutely nothing to do with background checks, the guns were stolen and the mom probably passed a background test (considering I haven’t researched it further)

The funny thing about the horse dildo is that, besides the actual photo, the description is true

Pizza and pasta enthusiast Robert Downey Jr.

Does he not realize he can actually eat anything

thatoneguysky:

Pastry humor

Loving futurama is part of my culture and I will not have you insult that shit by canceling it